So....I'm really glad spring break is almost here. I can't wait!! I was supposed to go to Baltimore to visit Pops and all, but that ended up falling through so I'm trying to get up to Ohio so I can kick it with Me-O. Everything has been getting better for me lately, but I'm still really looking forward to getting out of dodge for a little while...maybe it's the weather. We've been having some good weather days...all in the seventies, nice and sunny. I'll be glad when it's permanent.
So last week I went out to the club on thursday night, got my drink on, got my two step on, had a blast with some great friends. It was needed in a bad way. Thanks Anyia, Vania, Cricket, Law, Marissa, and the rest of my LU fam. Ignore the fact that I look high lol.
For some reason lately I've been feeling pretty good about my appearance, gaining some confidence in my looks. Don't get me wrong y'all, I ain't never thought I was ugly, just don't always feel as attractive as I should. I mean I know I'm not the finest person in the world, but I'm not ugly. There are just times that I don't feel that confident in my looks and stuff like that.
Oh yeah!! I went to see LU's production of "Bye Bye Birdie" with Vania on friday, and it was actually pretty good!! That was my first time going to see a non-black musical, and I was kind of hesitant when Vania invited me, but I figured I don't have anything else to do, and I know I would have just been sittin' in the room on the net with y'all and the rest of the people who were being antisocial on friday night. Afterward we met up with a few other friends of ours and spent the night drinking, eating, laughing, and talking shit. LOL...also much needed. Thanks Vania, Rob, and C-Mo.
I've been getting a lot of feedback on my poem "Possibility"that I have posted on here, myspace (www.myspace.com/thalou), and facebook. It's not sexual people!! lol!!
The fam came out to campus today too, so my moms could bring me my iPod (which I just felt lost without) and so she could cut my hair. Moms is pretty wonderful.
I've recently done a re-evaluation of who I consider my friends, and I think that it has turned out for the better. I've repaired some broken relationships, cut off some finished ones, etc. I guess I kind of finally feel like all of the stress I was having is finally being lifted off of my shoulders. We'll see when this week comes!! I'm looking forward to the challenge...
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